there's another half of it...i just don't want to post it all...
I cry myself to sleep each night.
So many losses I have went through...
So many pains, so many tears, so many scars within my young heart.
The mind of youth is gone from within me.
The cruelty of life haunts me as everyday passes by.
It's my desire to forgive and forget, but how can I when I have nothing?
My life shattered, my smile torn, my eyes turned steely and my skin pale.
Till my head screams, "NO! NO MORE!!!"
I'm all alone, outside, at night.
Weeping, praying, wishing someway for happiness to return to me.
Tears of blood I shed each night, with one final goodbye I leave.
My heart heavy with wounds, my eyes tired and red, my faith gone like the love everyone else seems to have.
But there every night I sit in the dark and stare at the stars, wishing to take everything back.
I cry, I yell, I scream, I hit, but no one can save me.
Sad and blue I live life.
Everyday is another pain to add upon my shattered heart, every minute is just another heartache.
And with every breath I wish the wish that I was dead.
