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PostSubject: Don't Freak Out: It's Fiction.   Sun Jan 03, 2010 8:10 pm

The last time she had taken this kind of risk, she had ended up with a broken arm and 400 dollars to pay back to the state. But thatís not how it would go this time. She had a plan, and a reason to go. It wasnít like she was just going to walk around and show the entire world that she was leaving. And if anyone was going to figure it out, they wouldíve done it already. Psh, he didnít even know, and he was supposed to know her best. She bet he hadnít even noticed the meals sheíd been skipping, trying to hide her stomach for as long as possible, preparing her sister and everyone for her leaving. Sigh. This was the last thing sheíd ever wanted to do. All she wanted was to be held. Sticking her keys in the ignition, she took the long way to his house, down First Street, back past the middle school, and across the bridge again. When she finally pulled up to his house, she hesitated. Maybe it would be better if she just left, no goodbye. Maybe it would hurt him a little bit less. Now, like she had so often, she wondered why she didnít just tell him about the baby. She knew what the answer was. He deserved something better. And besides, they didnít have the money to raise a baby. It would be better if she just went away by herself. But she knew she couldnít just leave. This was something she would have to get through. She didnít even bother knocking. No one but him was home. She went back to the back room, where they had spent so much time getting to know each other. Just being kids. But she wasnít a kid anymore. She kissed softly on the cheek, and sat down on his lap, saying she couldnít stay long. He smiled innocently and asked if she wanted to go upstairs. She declined, and asked if they could just watch tv for a little while. She was so tired. Walking up the front steps had been exhausting. He said that would be fine and led her over to the couch, wrapping his arms around her. She stopped thinking, and just let herself feel. Feel the way his skin felt on hers. The way his breath felt, soft on her skin. She took it all in, knowing this would probably be the last time she would ever be held by anyone. They watched one episode of something, but she wasnít paying any attention. She just let herself be held, so close, so far, trying to block out her thoughts. After the show was over, she said she had to go, holding back the tears. He lifted her chin and kissed her sweetly on the lips. Just then, she came very close to telling him, but she held back. This is what was best for him. She turned and got back into her car, and just drove. North, South, East, West, it didnít matter. She just had to get away. She stopped fighting the tears, and let them fall freely. So much for forever.
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PostSubject: Re: Don't Freak Out: It's Fiction.   Tue Jan 05, 2010 12:14 am

awh:(

name the bby Todd Markus.
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PostSubject: Re: Don't Freak Out: It's Fiction.   Tue Jan 05, 2010 8:11 am

That is a pretty name.
Annabeth Mae
Jayme Fae
Tysyn Andrew
And another. Still working on the last one.

I show Jacob this, and he got all depressed, and i was like oh... not do that...
It was saddening.
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